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Mitch Mitcherson Meets Spock
by anonymous  |  submitted October 1998  |  Cowboy Balls / Star Trek crossover

The bunkhouse was quiet. The kind of quiet that pressed in on every side, leaving no room to breathe, no room to think.

Mitch Mitcherson sat on the edge of the bed, his hands clenched tight against his knees. He could feel his pulse in his fingertips, in his chest, everywhere at once.

He didn't understand what was happening to him.

He had faced danger before. He had faced death. But this… this was something else entirely.

The door opened.

Mitch didn't turn around right away. He already knew.

He felt it.

"Mister Mitcherson."

The voice was calm. Controlled. Familiar.

Mitch closed his eyes for a moment before finally turning.

"Spock…"

Mr. Spock stood in the doorway, his posture straight, his expression unreadable as ever. Not a single hair out of place. Not a single sign of the storm Mitch felt raging inside himself.

"You are experiencing distress," Spock said. "It was… detectable."

Mitch let out a shaky breath.

"Yeah," he said quietly. "You could say that."

Spock stepped inside. The door closed behind him with a soft, final sound that seemed louder than it should have been.

"You have been pacing," Spock observed. "For approximately twelve minutes."

Mitch gave a weak, humorless smile.

"Guess I'm not as subtle as I thought."

"Subtlety was not indicated," Spock replied.

Mitch swallowed, his throat suddenly dry.

"Spock… do you ever feel like you don't belong anywhere?"

Spock tilted his head slightly.

"I am half human, half Vulcan," he said. "I am always aware of that fact."

Mitch looked at him, something tightening in his chest.

"Then you get it," he said. "You have to."

Spock did not respond immediately.

Silence stretched between them, heavy and unrelenting.

Mitch stood up slowly. His legs felt unsteady, like the ground beneath him wasn't entirely real anymore.

"It's you," Mitch said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I don't understand it, but… it's you."

Spock's eyes focused on him more intently now.

"Clarify."

Mitch took a step closer.

"I can't stop thinking about you," he said. "The way you are. The way you… don't let anything show, but somehow I still feel like there's something there."

Spock's expression did not change, but something in his gaze shifted.

"That is… an imprecise assessment," Spock said.

"Maybe," Mitch replied. "But it's the truth."

Another step.

They were close now.

Too close.

Mitch could feel the heat coming off him, steady and real. His heart pounded harder with every second.

"This doesn't make any sense," Mitch said. "You're all logic. I'm… not. None of this should—"

"Not all phenomena are immediately logical," Spock interrupted quietly.

Mitch looked at him, startled.

"You mean…?"

Spock stepped closer.

The distance between them disappeared.

"For me," Spock said, his voice lower now, "this interaction is… unusual."

Mitch's breath caught.

"Unusual good, or unusual bad?"

Spock studied him for a long moment.

"Undetermined."

Mitch let out a breath that trembled more than he wanted it to.

"Then maybe we figure it out."

Neither of them moved.

Not at first.

The silence deepened, filled with everything neither of them had the words to say.

Mitch became aware of every small detail—the way Spock's hand hovered slightly at his side, the steady rhythm of his breathing, the closeness that made it impossible to think clearly.

"Spock…" Mitch said softly.

Spock raised his hand.

For a moment, it hovered in the space between them, as if even that small motion required careful consideration.

Then, gently, he placed it against Mitch's shoulder.

Mitch inhaled sharply.

The contact sent a strange warmth through him, something he couldn't explain, something he didn't want to question.

"This is… significant," Spock said.

Mitch nodded, unable to find words.

"Yeah," he whispered.

Spock's hand remained where it was, steady, grounding.

Mitch leaned in slightly, almost without realizing he was doing it.

Spock did not pull away.

Their faces were inches apart now.

Mitch could see everything—the stillness in Spock's expression, the faint shift in his eyes, the smallest break in that perfect control.

"This isn't logical," Mitch said.

"No," Spock agreed.

Mitch hesitated for just a second.

Then he closed the distance.

Their lips met.

The world seemed to fall away instantly, everything else fading into nothing as the moment took hold. Mitch's heart raced, his thoughts scattering as he leaned into it, as if this was the only thing that had ever made sense.

Spock remained still for the briefest moment—then responded, just enough, a subtle shift that sent another wave of warmth through Mitch's chest.

Time stretched.

Or stopped.

Or something in between.

Mitch didn't know.

He only knew he didn't want it to end.

When they finally pulled back, the space between them felt different. Charged. Changed.

Spock's hand was still on his shoulder.

"This does not alter our identities," Spock said quietly.

Mitch shook his head.

"No," he said. "It just… explains something."

Spock regarded him for a long moment.

"Further analysis may be required," he said.

Mitch let out a small breath, something almost like a laugh.

"Yeah," he said softly. "I think it might."

And neither of them moved away.

"Fuck his ass, Spock!" shouted Scotty.


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